Boys and Girls Big Questions

Big question from most guy in my country: why ugly guy get pretty girl? They discuss about this seriously. They even publish their thoughts on Kaskus. Oh mannnn, do this thing really bother you all? Uglier guy than you get pretty girl and you're not?

Okay, let me answer this big question from you guys: don't be over confidence but be confidence.

1st. You guys are over confidence by saying that other guy are ugly and you deserve the pretty girl better. Please! Did you forget that we need your brain and your sense of humor more than how you look?

2nd. Beside over confidence, you guys aren't confidence enough. If you are confidence with your self, right now you got a lot of girls are waiting for your attention. Being a man with confidence is such a magnet for pretty girls. Need some example? I'll give you. Confidence means never worry to look stupid. Confidence means you say what you want to say. Confidence means never judge others. Confidence means you can solve your problem by your self. Confidence means no one knows what make you sad. Confidence means you are comfortable with what you are wearing. Confidence means never need to think twice to help others. Confidence means enjoy being your self.

Did that already? Good.

Now it's my turn to ask you my big big question: why stupid girl get smart guy?
Answer it, anyone?

What I Admire Most

I can take about 10 minutes just to stare and being amazed by beautiful girls, beautiful edited-photography, beautiful painting, beautiful picture of bathrooms, beautiful flowers, etc.

I just love art. I'm crazy about it.

PS: I'm not a lesbian. Because for me, girl's beauty is an art, but boy's beauty is a lust :D

This Is Soooo Fooking Weird

Shocking day. I draw this skull last April:

Then about 15 minutes ago, when I was reading Sherina's Blog, I found this picture:

SHOCKING!!! How can Lindsay Lohan wear a shirt with my skull on it? Then I have just realized. I ever made a deal with nobody from Bandung. He wants me to draw something gothic for his clothing industry or something. He will pay for what I made. So I made this funny skull. But then he said he doesn't have any money yet to pay my drawing. UNTIL NOW. It's okay for me tho. But but but but but... How can Lindsay wear that shirt?

I don't know what to do except laughing.

I Hate Avril Lavigne (Sorry For The Fans)

I really want to wrote these since I was 13. I hate Avril Lavigne with a reason. I ever read this interview from an Indonesian magazine. But then I got the original one from Chart Attack. Here what she said about Britney Spears:

"I mean, the way she dresses — would you walk around the street in a fuckin' bra?" she asks rhetorically. "I'm not trying to dis anyone, but with me, the clothes I wear onstage are the clothes I would wear to school or go shopping. I'm not gonna go up onstage and dress different. Britney Spears goes up onstage and dresses like a showgirl. She's not being herself up there because she's dancing like a ho. Is she ho? She says she's a virgin. Y'know, it's just not clicking. She's doing one thing and saying another thing, y'know? It's definitely not what I'm going to do."

1st. People shouldn't be that care of what other people wear. What we should care is what we said about others. So what if Britney wear bra in supermarket? Did that makes you hurt or die? Did she makes you lost your eye or something? NO. So why should Avril bother with it? It's not her business. She should shut her mouth up.

2nd.If Britney really annoying with what she wear, well Avril is more than that. She hurt other people feelings! What if Britney read her interview? It can break her heart. Maybe Britney really is a ho. But once again: SO WHAT? Avril don't have the right to said that tho. It's not Avril business if Britney is a ho or not.

3rd. And look at this picture. If she said Britney is a ho by showing bra on public places and dresses like a showgirl, well she's another Britney Spears then.

Go to hell Avril. What you hate from other people is what you really are right now.

I love your song. I love your voice. I love your style. I love what you wear. But I hate what you said and how you behave. Too bad, Slut.

He's So Good To Me

kudaku.

I wanna lock you up in my closet
When no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket
Because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner
And kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever
I'll say it loud

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby

You're soooo good :*

This song really describe my boyfriend.

Mbak Rully

Mbak Rully and my lazy cats.

She 100% loves to cook and we are 10.000% love what she cooked.
She loves our cats and my cats love her more than they love me!
She loves to buy us good food and we love to buy her good things.
She loves to hear my jokes and I love to hear her story.
She loves us (I think) and that's because she knows we love her.

Her name is Mbak Rully. Even she's 50 years old, I call her "Mbak", which it means she's younger than her age. She work at my house as a mother. Haha. She cook, cleans, buys grocery, and taking care our cats with lot's of love. She do most everything what my family need to.

When Idul Fitri came, she went back to her village. We are too damn affraid if she never came back to our house again.

But tada! She came back! Bought us lot's of good food and a big smile. We're all very pleased to see her back. Even my cats look very happy that time when we saw her standing infront of our house.

Well, usualy people call her maid, but I prefer to call her my family.
I love her very much and I want people to know that, including her.

Don't Pity

Don't pity on me because of my hair.

The hard thing that anyone ever had in this world is facing reality that doesn't work as we want to. Being stupid surrounded by the smart people, being ugly surrounded by the beauty, being a loser, being disabled, being the victim of a broken home, or maybe having a big problem that no one else ever had before. It is hard but we can solve it. We are human beings. We have the power to do that.

But the hardest thing that anyone can have in this world is when the people around us giving the "pity face" and telling us that they are sorry about our problem.

Well people, there's no any other problem in this world that human couldn't face, except facing the people who are pity to us.

People with problems can face it, can solve it, and they doesn't need you to be sorry. Just treat them like any other people.

It's just a problem anyway, you don't need to pity them.

Are You Smart In One of My Definition?

Reading the audience.

Smart is something that you can define in many definition. This is because smart is measured by many activities in human life. Here I want to tell you what is smart in public speaking.

Imagine all the people in the world are in one place. Let's separate the (sorry) stupid people, because here we're talking about the smart one. So now we got the smart poeple in public speaking left. Here are 3 types of smart people in my definition:

1st. People who got smart thoughts, but cannot deliver it well. They got brilliant ideas but it is only hanging around inside their head and cannot change the world. This is maybe because they are too shy or got no talent in conversation.

2nd. People who got smart thoughts, can deliver it well in a charming way, but they cannot read the situation infront of them. We can find these people in college. Their thoughts are amazing and how they deliver their thoughts are fantastic. They use good language in a good sentense. The thing is, they cannot read how interest the audiances are about their thoughts. The audiances are not always interested in our thoughts. Maybe they are tired, or got many things to do, or maybe they only need something to get their spirit back. But these smart people in my 2nd definition doesn't understand about it. They got brilliant ideas, good in delivering it, but doesn't realize that the audiances cannot give attention to them. Sometimes these people are too enjoy with them self in delivering their thought. They spend too much time doing "bla bla" without knowing how's the audiances. It means nothing. These smart people are just the same talking to a kitten.

3rd. This is the last one: people who got smart thoughts, can deliver it well in a charming way, AND they can read the situation infront of them. They can read how interested the audiance are, figure what are the important things they should deliver without wasting any time, and understand how to make the audiance listen to thier thoughts. Maybe they got 5 arguments which they might deliver, but because they know that the audiances are not interested, they only use their 2 important arguments so the audiances can get what is the point without wasting of time.

Unfortunately, only a few of smart people in this definiton.

Nice People Can Kill

Inna lillaahi wa innaa ilaihi raaji’uun.

You know what? Being nice is nothing. Being smart is everything.

If you're nice and willing to help anyone, but you're stupid, you'll kill them.
Giving zakat to hundreds of people without any security is a good idea to kill 21 of them.

I understand why God loves smart people than any other kind of people in this life.

BFF

She was there right away,
when I needed her help that day
She hugged me even she's far away
Hold me like she's trying to say: you'll be okay

So I cried so hard when we ended our call
Not because I started to fall,
or because I'm alone at all
But it's just because of her call

Oh God, Am I the foolish ever?
She's a gift, but I knew it later
Now my life is never better
Cuz I've realized: I got her!

Dedicated for my best-friend-forever on that day:
Nina, Friday 10th November 2006